Tuesday, May 31, 2011

surviving day by day

Assalamualaikum wbt
SubhanAllah, alhamdulillah, Allahuakhbar!

i wish i can write more.. everyday.. but the gravity is so strong that my eyelids used to close early every nite.. ^_^..Allahurabbuna..

i`ve stop counting my tears since yesterday.. i wish.. i wish.. i wish.. i could stop the time for just a second and i wanna scream totally loud... pull away all d sadness in my heart.. letting the happiness to fill the empty left by the sadness...Allah..Allah syafiy.. Allah hafiz..



yesterday,I came across a rather cool article in "Solusi" of May edition.. I was mesmerized and moved over this statement,"Bersabar dalam kesabaran, sabar itu INDAH!"...

chatting with some of my frens which futher their study to overseas..Our discussion..naah it was rather like a moment of sharing stories :)

"dah grade?" a question which keeps lingering in my ears. i shaked my head and smile.
"akak dah grade 5 tahun tapi masih lagi x dapat kerja dik.. kalau dapat kerja.. ada je masalah yang menyelubungi akak.. akak study pandai tp keje susah.." she nodded her head..."untung kamu nur.. Allah uji sakit.. susah belajar.. perjuangan kamu bermehnah.. hidup mu berulam gundah.."

silent...................



"akak leka dalam kejayaan dan perjuangan.. zuhud di luar.. riak di hati..bila takdir Allah menguji..akak rasa hati akak dah mati.."....

We were moved to tears. i`ve stop her last word n i can`t here more than that.. me,myself..used to say that too.. Nauzubillah..

i`ve said.."kak,ape yg dah berlaku biar lah berlaku.. itu tanda kasih Allah pd kita memberi ruang untuk merasa nikmat dunia.. saya masih belum di beri peluang tue kak.. sepanjang sy sakit.. sy betul2 sorg kak.. hanya sy dan Allah.. bukan nye shbt dan keluarga x membantu.. tp xde yg lebih memahami melain kn Allah..sekurang2 nya akak ade suami yg sentiasa di sisi akak.. pekerjaan itu bukan keperluan kak.. rezeki dari Allah.. kita belajar bukan untuk kerja.. namun atas kepentingan nya buat Islam.. hatta sy nie cuma sepicing dari perjuangan.. biar lah lelah sy untuk itu.."

Ya Allah, please give me strength. Take such setback like pebbles or perhaps sands by the roadside. Small tests to make us stronger, insyaAllah..



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